Trust Him

Its easy to say one thing but its never easy to do what it was said. The heart may desire to do one thing,but the mind may not want to corporate or vice verse. To live an overcoming life, we must control our feeling; allowing the Holy Spirit to take control in us; allowing God to freely work in us. The question is are we willing to surrender all to Jesus? Can we not take things to our own hand and trust God to work in us according to His way and timing? Most of the time we can't wait and we don't want to wait too...so,how then can we have an overcoming life if we are not willing to wait.? We can only be an overcomer when we are totally, willingly, surrender ALL to Him and allow Him to do whatever it please Him! The key is trust Him... He will make All things beautiful in His time..

Living on purpose

What am I seeking in life? Who am I living for? For Him who created me? Indeed I am fearfully and wonderfully made by my Creator. Shouldn't He that I lived for? Yes it's for Him that I live! Yet often in my life I struggled loneliness. I want to be accepted by man. I want to be in their fellowship and be among them. But You O God, You set me apart,You have a purpose, a destiny for me....You planned my life, You called me... and I responded, 'here I am, use me, lead me'. I decided to live a life that pleases You. You made me a 'pot-filler'. I seemed to fit in well in places or ministries where no one want to be in.But of late, these pots seems to be bigger and bigger!O Lord,though fear does grip me at times but I'm willing...truly willing to take up these challenges, though I can't see what's in front of me. Lord,I feel like I'm sitting alone in a 'sampan', in a deep dark ocean; looking up the sky and the deep blue sea, not knowing where I'm heading but waiting for Your wind to take me to shore. My heard filled with anxiety, I have no one to talk to....no one seem to understand how I feel. My close friends seem like not so close anymore ...we don't share and laugh as we used to. Is this Your doing, Lord? Somehow,I just don't feel like to be in the group, in fellowship; I seemed like drifted myself away! Why Lord? Is it because my husband don't join in the fellowship anymore? I really don't know, really, really don't know!!! Or... is this You preparing me for the ministry You are about to begin in me? Is this ministry really a lonely journey?? Do I have to die to self at this season of my life? O Lord, grant me peace....fill my heart with Your joy. Lord, Lord, I will find fulfillment in doing Your will.I will keep pressing toward the cross that is set before me.Help me not to look back but to look forward only. Help me Lord to run the race that is set before me, help me to run steadfastly and victoriously! Help me Lord.... Your joy shall be my strength! Praise You and love You ...

Friends

Friends are forever?
That's what we thought and hope it will be.
We hope friendship can last forever esp with those we felt who understand and willing to walk with us in our life journey.
Together we learn of each other, to care and respect,to laugh and cry,to carry each other burden,to accept each other strength and weaknesses......oh, we just simply enjoy each other and hope it will be for lifetime.
But that's no easy task. Somehow, somewhere, circumstances can and will drift the relationship apart.
Is there a friend that can stick closer than a brother? Hmmm...only Jesus is able to do that, and we can only sustain our human relationship by His grace.
By His grace, we can have all that we wanted and hope for in a relationship.
By His grace, we can enter into relationship that last forever.
By His grace, we can love, bear and forgive one another.
By His grace, we can look forward and never backward at the past pain.
By His grace,we can join hands and declare victory in Jesus name.
By His grace, we can enter into His holy place where we experience peace.
By His grace, we know we are more than conquerors....
O Lord, bless and keep our friendship under the shadow of Your wings...
Thank You Lord...............

Love?

We want love....we desire it, we seek for it......and when we found it, we demand more.....more....more.....we want to be the recipient but not the giver....have we wonder what is love? Is love just a feeling? Its definitely more than feelings....its a commitment, a commitment to give and scarifice to the one you love....its laying down ones life for the the other....love is selfless!!!.....its giving, giving...... Can we be so selfless, be the giver and only care for the well being of the one we love? That takes alot from us!!! .....We can't...we can't do it by our own human love, we just can't do it.... but with the love of Christ we have the ability to love selflessly, unconditionally.......Yes!its the love of Christ....yes...its His love that makes all things possible...........

Life

Life is amazing.......from the day you were born....you move on not knowing where you are heading.....you move on cuz you have to.......you move on cuz you look for a better tomorrow.........you know you gotta move on no matter what your today is, because you love your life and have hope and plans for a better tomorrow......you know its worthwhile to move on...............so..............you move on from day to day...................................